Recent Life

These days, I've been thinking about the relationship bewteen all human beings. The ideal world I imagine is that everyone can treat each other by a true heart. But, the reality is far from my dream. I think that all of us cannot have a friend who will treat you as their family. I just see people gather around and talking about other's disadvantage. Weel, I think I am one of them, and I really want to stop all of these things. But lots of things stop me to do that. I love all my friends but sometimes I feel that they are just using me, they don't want to be my friends. Yes, I am a coward. I am afraid that the same thing will happen again just like three years ago. I've tried my best to get rid of that memory. What I can do now is waiting. I think I wil be fine after five or six days.